Leukemia Awareness (among other things)

I was doing some research into leukemia and leukemia awareness. We all know that breast cancer awareness month is October, but how many knew that September is leukemia awareness month? I will admit that I did not before today, but since I became painfully aware of leukemia and how it affects patients and families on September 28th, I'm pretty sure I will never forget. I was also recently informed that the leukemia color is orange. I had intentions on changing my blog format/design at some point, but since I coincidentally chose these beautiful orange colors to represent my blog, I think it will stay for a while.

There are so many great fundraisers for the cause of finding a cure for leukemia and other liquid tumors. The first I'm aware of is coming up on October 13, 2012. My friend, Jenna is heading Team Jake Newren, and you can find more information here. So if you're interested in donating to find a cure, Light the Night is a great event.

Today has proven to be extremely hard and emotional for me. Before Jake was diagnosed, I decided I was going to make an attempt at becoming healthy. One of the ways I chose to do this was by signing up for a "boot camp" where I attend a fitness class twice a week and follow several other requirements outlined by the instructors. I completed my first week last week. The thought had crossed my mind to try to see what I can do to postpone my participation until next session, but after discussing with Jake and other family members, we have all decided that it's best that I keep going. If nothing else, it will allow for a little "me" time to help keep me grounded and sane. This class happens to be 20 minutes away from me, and in the opposite direction from where Jake is staying. As a result, I am unable to go up to visit Jake at least twice a week. Since this is the first day that I have not seen him, and since it's also the first day that I've had time to sit and think, it's been a very rough day.

I also received our first medical bill today, which leads to me having to make decisions I didn't think I'd have to make for a while. I'm faced with deciding on whether it's more beneficial to my family to pick up a full time job, or continue to be full time mom. I honestly don't know what to do.

On the other hand, my mom called with news of yet another tender mercy that was gifted to us by a family friend. They claim it's not much, but to us, it means a lot. So, thank you so much, Jay and Charlene! It really is so very appreciated, and so much more than we could have asked for.

We continue to be grateful for all your prayers and love. I'm grateful for the opportunity to meet so many new and amazing people. The Lord works in mysterious and amazing ways.